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December 11th, 2009


04:44 pm - 5 minutes
that i wish could repeat over and over but once i hear the tone on the other side end i stare at my phone feeling lost and alone. the pain without being able to be part of his life kills mii. i feel so distant from someone that i am so close with. my eyes start to water ever time i think of him not being here when really hes no that far at all. i smile in hopes that at any minute i will hear his soothing voice on the other end saying "i love you" till then i stare at my phone replaying in my head those unforgetable 5 minutes.


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December 5th, 2009


06:02 pm

with him i had to adapt myself to be what he wanted
what i had to do to make him happy what he told mii
and i loved him so much that i did it
but you see...


he changed for mii as much as i changed for him

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September 21st, 2009


07:13 pm - wsg. <3
i love you with all my heart.
and you have no idea.
 

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September 13th, 2009


02:11 pm - CONFUSION.
i like him
i love him
and i gotta have him.

ahhhh.. 3 hims and 1 mii.
:/
kinda sucks just a little.
see what coldstone does to a girl

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August 28th, 2009


10:36 pm - dpm.
the phone rings of hopes of an answer
and nothing is told but the truth
the sighs and tears tear mii apart.
raising voices that demand to be listened too
excusses repeated again and again.
understandings begind the main point,
silence that screams so loud.

is what my night was all about.

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August 13th, 2009


02:16 pm - ohhh my..
school hasnt even started and drama already has started.
story of my life.
so over high school.
can't wait to get out of this little town i call home.
and finally start something new..
"this town isnt big enough for mii and you."

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August 1st, 2009


10:29 pm - !@#$%^&*

i like you enough to be with you.
and i said.
i like you i really do :)
i just still need that time..

 


Current Music: a skylit drive <3

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July 16th, 2009


05:41 pm - emotions that transcend understanding;

lately i scribble things down here and there and forget what they mean.
not sit and think of what  i feel and put a pen to paper and look outside my window for hours
i just write questions and sit
trying to answer them myself?
this is a symptom of heart break.
the last thing i ever wrote was for him.
and i no longer have the patience to do anything
but put ideas in my head to hate him.
when really 5 minutes later i tell myself i miss him..
i never would have thought it would come down to this..
to us never going back to one another
and say im sorry.. i dnt like this ride its scary.
i have forgotten the feeling i get when he touches mii and his voice that always seemed to make mii complete.
i dnt reach out to him and say how i feel cuz i know he dosent care to hear..
ive shown no one my emotions.. because they all have become my little secret.


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July 6th, 2009


05:16 pm
Good things fall apart so better things can fall together.... (:
i believe that its true..
things happen for a reason.
and things might not be what you would them to be
but just let them be.
 

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April 10th, 2009


01:04 pm - read it goober bear :)

miss katrinahh :)
everytime i come to this site it reminds mii of you.idk why?
i had a dream the other day and i dnt think i told you.
well it started off with mii in spanishh class
i was looking outside and felt like writing
i remembered that we always use to write little notes to one another
and i decided to write one that day.
weeks later i found it and was like i never gave her this note
one day after u left chior i left it in ur binder slot
the next day u were like who wrote this and no one answered.
so you wrote back.
and we wrote back and forth and u never knew who it was
and it was that way for a longg time.
and when we were old and wrinklie
u asked mii in the note once again
who is this?
and i said it was mii
and we met somewhere and  it was snowing and drank hot chocolate
talking about all the notes.
i woke up and was like whaa?
hehe
just thought i would let you know.

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